Its okay. They were only 14 sleeping meds and like 40 anxiety meds. I just went into a hallucinating mess and couldn’t walk and kept slipping into unconsciousness. They took bloods but as I’m such a red alert danger to myself, I’m on constant watch until I talk to some guy tomorrow who I can tell im fine and escape.
Im in hospital and safe after my adorable overdose :) but I’m sectioned and I have no say in my support and my room is surrounded by security guys… One guy Fricking grabbedy my wrists so tight to stop me trying to hang myself and another pushed me when I tried to run away (three times stopped)
I’m so sorry
It’s too late
I feel numb. There is no future for me. I just want to die. What’s the point anymore.
It’s not like anyone cares…
And even Colin doesn’t want me.
I’m a worthless, fat waste of space.
I deserve to die.